24 th June
July 1, 2009
As I headed off for my sunrise walk this morning my attention was caught by a vision lying across a car bonnet at Mirrilingki. The Drug and Alcohol programme was still on and a collection of older people were gathered around a campfire, warming themselves up as this morning was very chilly. As I ventured closer I got the giggles and was trying not to be rude. Lying across the bonnet was the hind quarter and leg (complete with hoof) of a bullock (or killer as they call it). I asked would they be offended if I photographed it as it was something you did not see in Coles. It was thawing out, lying in the sun, complete with flies.
Today we were doing another creative writing activity in the computer room. I only had 5 students writing stories, whilst another was doing very basic literacy activities from a book for 4-6 year olds. As I could not get around fast enough one girl threw her things on the floor with a “f#$% you then” whilst another typed in hot pink letters in the largest font “f#$% you, you big hole”. It is hard not to lose your temper, but they are just struggling with both their confidence and their literacy, and want you to hold their hand every step of the way. It is very challenging.
After lunch I said we would do Science and then could train for the basketball competition on Friday. As they started complaining and tormenting each other I had a brain snap and for the first time in my 20 years of teaching I wanted to throw a chair in anger. Instead I walked out and slammed the door and took ten minutes to recover. I was not going to jeopardize my career but it was a symptom of the exhaustion and extreme stress this teaching creates. The culture shock, resistance, rudeness and severe under resourcing had taken their toll.
After a while I went back into the room and calmly talked to them about anger management. How they just let fly at the slightest provocation, yet I have to try and be polite and positive at all times. Walking away is often the best option, rather than responding in the heat of the moment. These girls live in a community where violence fuelled by alcohol and a sense of hopelessness is a constant companion. Many of the community are in incarceration due to their inability to control their temper. I did not want this future for these girls but I could see unless something was done many were heading this way. We talked about alternative strategies and they genuinely showed remorse for their actions. It is hard work, but this was one of the few days that I felt it was hopeless.
This evening I had a call from the Toad Busters lady to tell me of all the media interest in our toad. The story made the WA channel seven and nine news and the photograph I had taken of 2 students with the toad formed the background for the story. It was very exciting.

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